Security

Now that I have "permanent" job security unless I 1) fail to perform my duties and the failure would have to be pretty blatant, 2) do something completely heinous, 3) my department disappears and for a couple of other reasons, I have this perverse day dream to just quit a job I have worked so hard at it has hurt and move on to something perhaps a lot less lucrative but that demands less of my soul.

What is with that?

You armchair psychologists may think that I think I don't deserve security. I think that you are wrong. I deserve security. I also deserve a more balanced existence. I have that in the summer but not during the school year.

Something to work on....